♥Wednesday, March 01, 2006♥
The time for good and the bad news:we shall go for the sweet first,then to bitter.Sweet:Finally got into contacts with one of my long lost girlfriend.It had been 3 years,since I last saw her.Our pervious goodbye,wasn't a pleasant one.It ended up in tears.I've been missing her.We had so much happy times together.So,this meet up,really meant something to me.Chatted till dawn ...so much things to catch up,so little time.Both of us,seems rather troubled.*laughing*Many things had happened in these 3 long years.Just one day,just ain't enough...Would had to meet up with her soon,i hope. :)A 'close' friend,Alan...(I call him Fat Hock.)We are also in contact again!He was broken hearted ,as he had just broken up from a 4 years relationship.I don't call him Fat Hock for nothing!He is very big in built.Standing next to him,always make me look so slim.Ooops...(He gotten kill me for this.)But ,let me finish.He is one big fella with a heart of gold.The Happy-go-lucky guy I onced used to know,used his smiles to cover up his saddness.
*poor thing*He should had deserved more then this.The girl was his everything.He picked up drinking,and drinking sessions were everynight,bottles after bottles...Drinking to his sorrows.The girl left him as,She didn't felt the sparkles anymore after these years.She started to doubth if they were together because ,they were too used to each other?Or...Love? 'When a man loves a woman,he may not say it out loud.He may not hold her hand or hugged her at night.But in his heart,he knew his love was true.But,When a woman loves a man,she would need to know,she is being loved,having little actions at time showing his love,his concern for her.Knowing that he still go through the efforts...proving his love.Woman needed assurance more then man.'It just so happen that My dear friend is like one of man ,mention above.His heart was broken,and along with his drinking session,he soon will have bigger size tummy.*just joking.*I do hope ,you will find someone better...(and do try to show your love at times,life is dull enough,and we need some sparkles to brighten it up.)Bitter:Wasn't in a good mood lately.Had a little arguement with my dad.And I really don't feel like talking about it.My mom's leg is swollen and she has been complaining about the pain.She had seen both a Sinseh(traditional chinese doctor) and a family doctor.I know medicine don't suddenly do wonders,it takes time.Upon seeing the way she walked ,'a little cripped'...My heart just aches.Never had I seen her like this,Age had really caught up with her...Hoped she would recovered soon.I simply hate ungrateful people.When they needed help,you tried.When you needed help,they couldn't even be bothered.'There ain't free lunch,in this kind of world.'Signing off,Bitter and sweet,Kojikwek."When it once used to be my everything,started to lose it's value,and my everything soon became nothing.And nothing worths it anymore."
ends at 6:53 AM
with love ♥
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