♥Wednesday, February 22, 2006♥
Sometimes,I question life,and asked myself what I wanted in this life time?Feeling rather messed up actually.I seems to know what I wanted,and knew very well ,what had to be done,to archive it.But I lacked of determination,always so half-hearted.If I happened to die one day and asked myself ,what I had done that made myself useful,Honestly...I can't think of any.Maybe I just ain't mature enough to think.Or I just needed some vaild reasons to push me futher?I really don't know.Went out for Movie and supper with Jay.(Not the previous jay that I once mentioned.)
This Jay was introduced by Wei Jie, a year ago.But he left shortly as he was studying in Perth.He came back for Chinese New Year and would be leaving this sunday.9 more months to go,before he finished his studies.Meeting him today,was like a small farewell get together.(Even if it's only the 2 of us.)Watched the 'Casanova.'
It was quite funny though ...About a guy who could seduce any girls with his charm.And from this talent,he got himself into hot soup.And the last straw came when He met a girl,who fights her rights as a woman.He fell hopelessly in love....The subject about 'Girls' pop out,at supper."When man cared too much,girls complained them as being too possessive...when they stop caring so much,girls complained ,that man cared no more."You can never really guessed what the other party are thinking ,and at times...it's best not to know so much!Best remember...the truth always hurts.Don't be too reliable on the other party...if you do,once he/she leaves you...you be devastated.Mmm...So much on relationship education.Anyway,good luck with your studies, and really hoped to see you in 9 months time.Take care!!!Naz,(the sales person who worked directly opposite of my shop.)would be resigning by the end of this month.Although I wasn't that really liked him.But seeing him leave made me felt a little sad.I was so used to seeing him for 2 good years.He was someone who joked and we play pranks on each other.Perhaps this is human nature.We won't know what we long to see/wanted ,until we losted it.Then we starts to treasure them.(But please don't get me wrong.I not interested in him or what so ever.Just a friend misses the company of another friend.)Would like to bid him fare well too...
I would like to update what I didn't mention yesterday.My handphone was stolen and I had no choice to buy another new phone.Lg p7200.
It burned a hole in my pocket,at a good price of $668.(So for those who read this blog and had my number,please give me a ring,or sent me your number to update my phone book.Thankyou.)I have to go and take my beauty sleep now.My mom started to become very worried after I told her,I intended to visit the doctors to get some help in sleep...(sleeping pills.)She strongly rejects ,fearing that I would later, be dependence on the medicine.To make her stopped worried,I had to convice her I would try my best to sleep.That's all for now...I shall update again.Signing off,counting sheeps ,Koji Kwek.
ends at 8:10 AM
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