♥Sunday, October 23, 2005♥
Feeling a mixture of feelings.
Yet I can't really give a reason why I am feeling this way.
This is the day that finally ends the 11 month journey...
For me ...
He was the one , that changed me ;
He was the one , who taught me to love;
He was the one , who brought me hurt...
I do hoped this would be the day that mark our final ending.
"You no longer owe me anything...and neither do I."
Let it go...
along with the wind,
Letting all the pain ,all the sadness...
may it be forgiven and forgotten...
For all the unwanted memories would finally bid goodbye.
Leaving only History.
Perhaps ,
'Good things just doesn't last long.'
Should I be glad that It actually once happen to me?
Or should I Cry over what I once believed in and in turn now... became disappointment?
A brand new chapter of life had started for me .
And I am moving on.
I hoped for strength .
For me to carry on walking without turning back...
ends at 6:39 AM
with love ♥
♥Thursday, October 20, 2005♥
There's nothing I could do for you,
except hoping for you to hold on to me...
for I shall walked with you .
Side by side ...
It hurts me to see you this way.
Looking at you.. Your eyes filled with tears.
I do hoped this would be over soon.
'Remember ...A rainbow may appear after a heavy rainfall.'
It ain't your fault that things turn out this way.
Be glad that it finally ends...letting you free...
Standing next to you.
Your buddy...
Koji kwek.I have a friend ,who had just broken up.
Trying her best to adapt back single hood.
Trying her best putting all the messed up puzzles back together in one full piece.
Worried that little her wouldn't be able to hang on.
I missed her smiles...
Things aren't going right for the moment.
But do have faith.
Time will only put everything back together again.
Some things are just wasn't meant to be.
'For what will be...Will be.'
No words could fully described, how you are feeling now.
The pain you are going through.
ends at 4:48 AMwith love ♥
♥Saturday, October 08, 2005♥
I was damn late when I reached Double O.
Had some trouble ,covering my peeling skin with my powder.
"I AM A WOMAN AND I AM VAIN!!!"
Remember?
Anyway,Back to Double O...
The birthday boy ,Jacky didn't get drunk but the rest of his friends did!
What the heck!
I met Aaron...and Sam.
I didn't waste my time.
I couldn't care less and kept dancing...
I did get what I wanted to archieve,by the end of the day...'Shake my bones.'
I am so tired now and both feets are aching.
But...I am happy.
*Smiles*
ends at 4:37 AMwith love ♥
♥Friday, October 07, 2005♥
Finally!
Am in a right state to go back to work.
I am recovering from the flu.But still suffering from the cough.
I been staying at home for the past 3 days.
Had to go and 'show my face ' at work.
More over I promised to attend a friend of Derrick's, Jacky.
His birthdays' party, Celebrating at Double O,later the night.
"Happy Birthday Jacky!"
I haven't been 'shaking my bones.'
(I meant dancing...forgodness sake.)
It a great excuse for me to finally club again ...I guess...
I couldn't wait...
Shall update the details later...
ends at 1:10 PMwith love ♥
♥Thursday, October 06, 2005♥
Still Sick in Bed.
Bad flu...
Bad Cough...
Bad headache...
I had been sleeping for these few days.
The more I slept ...the more sleepy I would be...
Yet,I feel so fortunate to have people showing their care for me.
The way I was pampered...
'I wished I was always sick.'
*Touch Wood!!!*
"Thanks for pampering me."
I do hope to get well soon.
The poor skin around my nose kept peeling due to the excessive wiping of the tissues.
(My bad bad flu.)
*Poor me*
See what I mean?
Getting sleepy again....
Going to bed now,
Signing off,
Ooh...so sick,Koji Kwek
ends at 3:51 PMwith love ♥
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