♥Sunday, February 26, 2006♥
Another Saturday at home...Was browsing through my cupboard ,when I took noticed for a few dresses hiding in a corner.It had been years since,I had them on.Out of curious,I tried them on.One by one...Those dresses used to be fitting,neverless...Praises would be heard.They were once, my 'battle' dresses.Standing in front of the mirror...I stood rooted .*Trying to remember,how I once looked in them.*I could feel the poor dress...gotten torn a part any minute.It brought me to really realised how much weight I had gained through the years.Without realizing ...I want my figure back!I was determined.I had putted the dresses back in the dark corner.Hoping that the next time,when I'll be trying them on...I would be able to see my old-self again.*****It took me quite a while ,staring at the toothbrush he used to use.I was about to put it back,when I suddenly reached for the dustbin instead.The toothbrush had been sitting there...untouched.I didn't threw it away in the past,because I was hopeful that it's master would one day,used it again...Fairytale had ended.I grew to walked through,starting a brand new chapter in my life.I ain't that strong to carry so much 'weight' with me,and in order for me to continue,I had to drop some of them off.Signing off,What will be...will be,Kojikwek.
ends at 2:56 PMwith love ♥