♥Wednesday, July 06, 2005♥
Someone pressed my door bell,then walked down the stairs...Then came back and pressed again ,then disappeared!All my brother can see is that,it's a guy...thin...wore a red shirt.And it might be ...Kiong!I don't really know if that is him.*Mixed feelings...*Wendy came over to pick me up,Went Altivo with Elvin,Micheal and Nicholas.
That's Nicholas and me...
Wendy and Micheal...
(They seems to get on pretty well,and they actually were school mates in the past.)Altivo is still a great place for thoughts.Thought about alot of stuffs."Do you know who I once loved the most?"Wendy looked at me,without second thoughts,"Kiong!"It's still him.Although I do love Mark.But it wasn't the same as ,when I am with Kiong.I had so much with Kiong.He was the first one that I really gave up everything for.And he shall also be the last one...I gotten remember forever...He hurt me real deep only because I once loved him real deep too.But I had gotten the facts right.Accepting that I and Him were not meant to be.As time past...I accepted Mark.And now I and Mark ended up ,in this state.Nothing can be help ,I guess...I can loved Kiong so much ,yet moved on...Then whats Mark?And he wouldn't even be bothered any more.So why hang on?I decided ,I turned and looked at Wendy."Now I Accept your dare!"But,Wendy rejected my dare after talking out the terms.Although we did make the deal.But I sort things out.I mean Mark is not the only guy in Singapore.I can accept him,I also can One day accept others.I just needed time...Maybe not now,but I will...And I will try.If he couldn't recognize my love,then all the more he should leave.He would be happier without me.I shall not hold on any more...
ends at 5:28 AM
with love ♥
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