♥Saturday, November 19, 2005♥
Congratulation to one of my friend, Jo Jo who got married today!All the best wishes and blessings for the newly weds.I didn't manage to go to her wedding dinner, as my infection still hurts.and...I was afraid I would bump into 'him',as Jo Jo's husband was one of his friends.I am so useless.I suddenly felt so lost...There's a little part of me,hoping to catch glimpses of him,(without him knowing.)The other half ,kept telling me,I am throwing myself into the fire,if i ever did that.I had to pull myself together.I couldn't...I am so tired.I need a shoulder to lie on.I felt like crying,Yet I am trying to be strong.Using my mind instead of my heart.Hoping it would be over soon...
ends at 9:51 PM
with love ♥
Koji's blog
