♥♥ Dazzle me...

♥Monday, March 24, 2008♥

Yes, I am back from Bangkok.And is still very much alive!
I was having so much fun at Bangkok ,that I really don't wish to come back.
Anyway ,I promise to update the photos that I took and of course the details!

I have not been blogging for quite some time.As I was currently very busy with the new pub.There's so much I wanted to write about,but so limited time.
I am sacrifing my beauty sleep now to do a little update, you know?

Lets just start from the most recent events first...

Sonia is pregnant! With her second baby...
But she had been very reluctant to keep this baby as she wanted very much to be with her career.Fearing the baby would make her unfit to perform her duties.
After much persuasion,she felt she was pretty much 'force' to keep the baby.
She became unwell.
And eventually , coming in to the pub had also became a chore for her.
As she often vomited and to have morning sickness through out the day only made matter worst!
It was then,she asked if I'll be willing to assist her in managing the pub.
Trying my very best not to fail her , with intentions of helping her to lessen her worries,and to allow her to fully concentrate on her 'on-coming' baby.
I agreed!

Still keeping my fingers crossed.Hopfully I won't mess it up!
The efforts I had put into the pub ,taking as if the pub were mine.
I really do wish ,the pub to be a success.
*Keeping all my toes crossed also.*

Sonia had been there when I was down and needed someone for comfort.
I treasure our friendship and appreciate her for what she had done for me .
It's only fair for me to be there for her now.
As that was the least I could do for her, I supposed.
Friends that craved a space in my heart like Shermaine, Chelz, Brenda, Sonia, Mei Hui, Li shan, Joey...
It was a blessing to have them all.

Many of my friends, had showed their support by coming down to the pub.
Thankful, that they had been darlings to me.
Even if it meant,coming down alone.
They had somehow gave me the energy to push myself to work a little much more harder.
I am such a lucky girl .

At times when situations happened in the pub and me being new in this line,
Couldn't manage to solve, I had to bother Sonia to help me re-solve the problem.
Making me extra gulity that I am uncapable of helping her the way, I should had been.

At times,when she complained about the pregnancy.
I somehow felt it was my fault that she was still worried.
I wanted very much to assure her that everything would be alright.
As she had been very pale and laughters were amiss from her.
Sonia without laughters, wasn't Sonia at all...

Fearing that her 'worries' would affect both hers and her baby health.
I called our 'leader' of our 38 jie mei, Kenny aka BeBe.
Told her about the pub opening(Sonia didn't spread the news that she had opened a pub, as the Grand opening of the pub was actually in the mid of April.) and my intentions of getting all our jie mei together to show Sonia our support.
Requested Bebe to plan and fall in all our jie mei as being the 'leader' she was much capable in making all the jie mei 'falling in.'
I believed,Sonia would be very much delighted.

My plan eventually worked!
"Thanks BeBe."
Sonia was in smiles and indeed she was touched.

But not only Sonia was touched on that day.
I was touched too!!!
Naughty Sonia had made a few pranks calls to my friends, pretending it was me .
Acting as if I am crying.
Asking them to come down and console me.
Main Motive was to make them come to the pub.

Smarter ones knew it was a prank, as they were able to hear the differences of our voices.
Those not-so-smart ones called up my other friends to double check on me.
As our Madam Sonia didn't even tell them the address and quickly hang up their calls.
One of them upon finding the correct address,rushed down immedately.
And was shocked to find me happily entertaining in the pub. He turned and walked away.
It was then I found out he actually called his friends down too , fearing that I was bullied by customers in the pub.
Even though,it was a prank.
I am somehow touched by his actions ,because both of us had a heated arguement around a month ago and had not been contacting each other since.
Yet regardless he still rushes down to protect me from harm.
Very sweet of him.

Unknowingly,Sonia had also made my day too... :)

I had also just learned to play pool.
After being cheated also by Madam Naughty Sonia.
Asking me to treat her supper upon winning the just-learn-5 mins ago me.

Will definately improve to win her,making her pay back my supper money....:(
Update again...

To be continued...

ends at 6:54 AM

with love ♥

♥Thursday, March 06, 2008♥

Have been busy,helping out Sonia with her new pub opening.
Washing ,cleaning,arranging,stock taking....
Neverless...Finally everything was done.

Today is the grand opening of Sonia's pub,Pub33.
I would be there helping out for the time being.
Kind of excited though, as it had already been donkey years since I last worked in a pub.
Me ?
Pouring drinks,taking orders....I simply cannot Imagine!

Have to be more friendly...especially in smiles since I always look so grumpy.
Hope eveything goes well tonight.*Excited*

Oops...
forgotten to update you all.
Will be going to Bangkok on the 8th.
It will be a 7am flight.So I have to be at the airport at 5am.
That means,tomorrow after work I have to rush back home and then rush to the airport!!!
I won't be able to sleep then!!!

Will update again once I have the time.
Have to get prepared cause I had promise Sonia I won't be late.
Mr 'Woman Killer' is nice enough to offer to fetch me there.
Have to go take my shower ...

The pub is located at Liang seah street.Next to the $15 steamboat.At the basement of Beach hotel. The name again: Pub33.

We warmly welcome you to drop by.
I won't be there on the 8th -11th.
Will be back at work on the 12th.

See ya :p

ends at 5:19 PM

with love ♥

♥Sunday, March 02, 2008♥

Please slap me on the face!!!!Or pull me to the toliet and whack me up!!!
Someone please!!!!

I was at Zouk with my girlfriends as usual.
When a fucking handsome guy approached me and chat.
Okay lah...obviously he wanted to be friends.

We chatted for around 10mins,
Noticed that my girlfriends were going for a smoke.
Scare being left alone.
I turned,look at the FUCKING HANDSOME guy and said..."See you around."
And...I left...

"WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING?^%&%#&%$*%$*^&"

That guy is a japanese working in Singapore now.Working as a Broker.Good built.Well-dressed and FUCKING HANDSOME!!!!I say it again...FUCKING HANDSOME!!!!!

I'm really a stupid dumb long hair brainless bitch.

I was teased by Joey and Clare the whole night saying this;
"Regret anot? Regret right? Should have stayed and talked to him.Scare of what?He is very HANDSOME leh. surely regret right?
So you regret anot huh?"

I don't know what to say.Just feel like walking right to the nearest pillar and bang my head into it!

I don't know why I always end up doing these to myself.
Ruining the chance of meeting 'Mr Right'.
Am I shy,or maybe I just do not have enough confidence?

There were many more different approaches I get from guys especially these few times while at Zouk.
But all I just turned and walked away.
I started to get worried.

"Like that I think you will be single until you die.You be a very old bitch then."
Sickening Joey said this to me.

Maybe I should be more open up and even start to take their numbers?

What you think?

Believe me.I think I will freak out!

ends at 7:46 AM

with love ♥