♥Thursday, February 14, 2008♥
What is Valentine day?Most of my 14 of feb were spent with my friends.This year weren't that special to make a difference.He did msn me though wishing me a Happy Valentine Day.Tcs is making a loss not to have me , working for them.I acted as though I could never been happier.He kept mentioning that he would be going home after work.I acted as though I couldn't be bothered."You should be spenting it with me!!!You bastard!!!!"I yelled!!! Cowardly in my heart...Many asked ,what if one day he regreted and came back asking for a second chance."No ..."I said firmly.I wanted very much for him to be mine,but it this will not settle the misery.Cause being with him...is like being with misery.It will be a never ending story once again.Don't intend to bring this pain to another level.So,Missing him quietly.Would be the safest.I suppose...Told him I shall be going out for dinner.Thought my dinner date was with my "boyfriend"But my "boyfriend" was Clare.And because I didn't want to stop chatting on msn with him.I didn't make it to the dinner.I was damn late.But we managed to went for a movie, Cj7 with 2 other guys.
It sounds like a double date.But it's not.For me:I have totally have no interest in the guy,although he is head and heels over me.For Clare:It's the guy's friend.And It would be weird if she was alone and with me and the guy.Or maybe,it make us felt better going out for a movie with guys.Especially on Valentine time.It would be too pathetic to go for a movie, just the two of us... lonely women.Although my Valentine time day sucks big time.I still want to wish everyone:A Happy Valentine day.:)Hope everyone will recieve their happiness ,the way they deserves.
ends at 5:52 AM
with love ♥
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