♥♥ Dazzle me...

♥Sunday, February 24, 2008♥

Went Lunar with Sonia ,Sandra and Clare.

Went there for a little while then we decided to go to Club 97,as most our girlfriends were there.

Miyuki was there too.

She told me that she would not be able to look after Rema due to some reasons.And may give Rema up to another friend's of hers.

I was furious!

It totally spoiled my mood.

I went back home immediately, upon hearing that.

She broke her promises!

I was so mad with her,and the thought of moving poor Rema around like an unwanted child.

Made me cried...

Even if I find her reasons dumb,she should have the initiative to ask me for my consent and respect since she could not be able to keep to her promise.

She shouldn't have just jump into conclusion, without getting my consent.

Met up with darling joey again and went over to Miyuki's place ,once she reached home from clubbing.

I demanded to take Rema back.

Honestly...

I really have no ideal where Rema could go.

Thanks god!

When my daddy told us that one of his friends was willing to take care of Rema for the time being till we managed to find a suitable home for Rema.

Thanks Mr Lim.

For everything that you had done for Rema.I am sure he would be very thankful too if he had knew what you had done for him.

I did a huge project once I reached home.

I typed out a message about adopting Rema and sent it to every contacts on my phonebook list.

I got many replies...many wanted to adopt Rema !!!

I asked their historys about their pervious pets.And whether if they were responsible enough to take care of Rema.Checking the type of home they were living,to ensure Rema have ample room to grow up in.And they must definately be pet lovers.

Finally,among all of them, I had chosen one,that I felt would make a perfect owner and would give Rema a perfect home.

Thanks to those who offered to shelter Rema.

I have moved Rema to the new owner ,Xiao Hao's house. He have always wanted a dog himself,living in a 2 story terrace house.His parents owns 2 cars.The house have a small garden. Because of Rema arrivals, Xiao Hao even intend to take a day off from work to play with Rema.

Rema have suffered enoughed of abandon.

It really time for him to finally stable down and be with a family who will loves him.

Finally after these few days of worries were finally settled.

I have spent do much attention on Rema and have also bought Rema ,his bed and food and toys.Spenting a total of $400 in these few days.

Maybe it's the bond that made me willingly spent so much on him.

But to me,it's worth it.The least that I can do for him.

Promise myself that I would visit Rema once in awhile.

Missing you already...Rema.

ends at 4:29 AM

with love ♥

♥Friday, February 22, 2008♥

My younger brother, Aaron brought a puppy back home.

Brandy apparently couldn't get along with the puppy,Rema.

(A cross breed golden retriever and German shepard.)

It's only 3 months old but it's already bigger then my 3 years old maltese,Brandy.

(Just after shower :P)

Brandy fearing that his territory would be taken over by someone else.

Never stopped barking at Rema.

He wanted very much to attack Rema.

Poor Rema had to hide in a corner and whine...

I thought bring both of them out for a walk would enhances their friendship.

But my plan failed terribly.

Even behind closed doors.Brandy didn't stop barking.

I had no choice but to bring Rema out.

Joey was sweet to accompanied me to the pet shop in the wee morning even though both of us didn't get any sleep.

Rema was very obedient.

Which made me wanted to adopt him more.

The advises from the working staffs in the pet shop were to seperate both of them for a round a week to a month time.

I am sadly living in a 5 room HDB home.And getting them the space to seperation seems alittle too cramp.

Not forgetting that Rema would be a big dog sooner or later and as time passes I would then developed more feelings for him and would be more reluctant to let him go then.

It would also be too selfish of me to keep Rema and neglecting what he should actually have for the correct growing up environment.

So....

It's only right for me to give him away to someone who is able to give Rema a place call home.

Before I went any further,I want to let you all know alittle more about Rema:

Most people don't know but he's actually an abandoned puppy which my Aaron's friend's,JoJo,sister's friend found, along with his three other brothers, on a rainy day, amongst the tall grass behind her house's backyard or something. Thank God that Popcorn, the only white one among the quartet, was moving and that caught her attention.

According to her (sister's friend), she found them four huddling together in one small spot, shivering due to the cold. So she brought them home and kept them as her own. Rema, then Cookie, actually went missing for a month after that. Nobody knew where he went. He came back home a month later, fatter.

And when he first arrived at Jojo's place, he seemed so afraid you could tell in his huge, brown eyes. He cried a lot at nights and was so disinterested. He never responded whenever she called him Rema. But now, he not only responds to Rema, he runs over with glee whenever you clap your hands and call his name.

He must have felt abandoned or unwanted now.

I decided to call Miyuki up as she did offered to adopt Rema as she have ample room for another dog even though she had 2 dogs herself.

My tears roll down my cheeks ,on the journey to Miyuki's place.

Hopefully Miyuki would keep to her promise of taking good care of Rema and not to give Rema away.

Feeling awfully gulity.

I am sorry, Rema...I really am.

ends at 11:38 PM

with love ♥

♥Thursday, February 21, 2008♥

Went to those chinese dinners, 'Jia Toi ',that they called it in hokkien.
They were dinners in a huge tent with people shouting for the auction to the bidding amount.
A normal Martel bottle can bid up to $8000.
And the good deal was that, you can take what you bid for immediately, yet you don't have to make any payment until the very next year!

When the clock strike 12.It was vegetarian time for me.
Since this year,I had made myself the pect to be a vegetarian for every 1st and the 15th of the Chinese lunar Calendar.
This was like a rebate for those sins we have done in this life, hoping that things would goes much 'smoothly' for us,and of course...for lady luck .

Joey brought me to fortune telling right after dinner.
She had made appointments ealier on.
The fortune teller was located at Katong.
Joey , Jeremy and me went in together to get our fortune told.

"You have a strong character, and you have the guts of a man.You can be ready to fight with a man if you have to.If you do drink, you can drink better then compared to most of the guys.You would have a late marriage.May even be married twice. But your wealth does not depend on them. As you are wealthy enough to depend on yourself.
You may encountered some problems in the mid of this year.It would be either friendship problems , money problems or relationship problems, if you have one.
You are a very logical person.But you refuse to use it.Are you really happy?
You are very creative and working in a job that make full use of your creativity will do you good."

"I have an ex boyfriend that I still pondering about. What do you think will happen?"

Taking out his book of wonders...He did some calculations.

"He is small in built.But big in voice. He often made empty promises and talks loudly.
He likes to act big at times. And can be very hot-tempered at times.
He shall also be in the late marriages too,but he is definately not the one for you.
He is just a passerby in your life."

Hmm...
Should I feel happy?Or should I feel dishearted?

Have alot of questions on my mind recently.
But i guess, not every questions will have it's answers.
Or maybe...not that soon.

Joey's life and mine were predicated much of the same.
Hows about that?
Both of us will be tai tai...lol

Well... It is the mark ,of the ending of the Chinese new year.
Don't really know if the fortune teller predictions were true.
Lets' keep our finger cross...

ends at 3:50 AM

with love ♥

♥Wednesday, February 20, 2008♥

I told you I am not ready to be bullied.
And I won my war!!!

To ~~boss~~ :
"Not everyone you thought , you could be able to mess around with.
Think twice !!! Look before you strike.You never know if the joke was thrown back on you.
Then you will only end up making a fool of yourself."

Hee...
JERK!

ends at 3:54 AM

with love ♥

♥Tuesday, February 19, 2008♥

Went movies with Clare and the same bunch of guys ,I mentioned on Valentine Day.

We watched 'Jumpers'.

Not bad, I would say, 6.5/10.

It's about a guy with 'special' talent, who was able to some how 'jump' to any place he wanted to go. Just with photos or memories about the place.

He got himselves into a whole load of troubles when his only living expenses was to rob the bank.His tracks were soon discovered by those 'special' cops, whose jobs were to distroy people having this 'special' talent.

It was when he met the girl of his dreams and the tasks of getting her rescued from the 'special' cops. Brought in alot of adventure and laughters...

Watch if you havent,you may not want to miss this show.

After movie, went over to Joey's place to actually collect a dog which her boyfriend had found earlier.

Was told to me that the dog was pretty small and adorable.

Me before going to her place:

Me after seeing the dog:

The dog wasn't that small as what Ms Joey mentioned.

He was dirty and his nails were that long,that it had became a difficulty for him to walk!

I had to pull Clare into the bath room with me as the dog smells badly.

We bathed the dog twice and the smell did not fade away!

I didn't brought the dog back home as I were afraid that his body fleas would spread to my pet, my dog, Brandy.

Joey and Me discussed and decided to bring the dog for grooming before asking any kind souls,who willing to adopt the dog for good.

Joey named the dog , Lun Lun.

Sending the dog to the Spca shall be the the last resort,if we had no choice...

ends at 6:03 AM

with love ♥

♥Saturday, February 16, 2008♥

Work wasn't going that well...
Huge arguements, I had with boss.

I did somehow realised one thing.
At that working environment, there is no true friendships.
All were walking dummies with plastic masks.
Everyone was only for themselves.
Work was War!

I know what I said in the earlier posts that I loved my job.
I actually did! Till I realised that it's not that simple to what I thought it is.

It upsets me, tearing away their masks.
But I not ready to lose this battle yet.

It's only right for me to get back, what I deserves.
I shall not be bullied.

ends at 5:42 AM

with love ♥

♥Thursday, February 14, 2008♥

What is Valentine day?

Most of my 14 of feb were spent with my friends.
This year weren't that special to make a difference.

He did msn me though wishing me a Happy Valentine Day.
Tcs is making a loss not to have me , working for them.
I acted as though I could never been happier.
He kept mentioning that he would be going home after work.
I acted as though I couldn't be bothered.

"You should be spenting it with me!!!You bastard!!!!"
I yelled!!! Cowardly in my heart...

Many asked ,what if one day he regreted and came back asking for a second chance.
"No ..."I said firmly.
I wanted very much for him to be mine,but it this will not settle the misery.
Cause being with him...is like being with misery.
It will be a never ending story once again.
Don't intend to bring this pain to another level.
So,Missing him quietly.Would be the safest.
I suppose...

Told him I shall be going out for dinner.
Thought my dinner date was with my "boyfriend"
But my "boyfriend" was Clare.
And because I didn't want to stop chatting on msn with him.
I didn't make it to the dinner.
I was damn late.

But we managed to went for a movie, Cj7 with 2 other guys.

It sounds like a double date.
But it's not.
For me:
I have totally have no interest in the guy,although he is head and heels over me.
For Clare:
It's the guy's friend.
And It would be weird if she was alone and with me and the guy.

Or maybe,it make us felt better going out for a movie with guys.
Especially on Valentine time.
It would be too pathetic to go for a movie, just the two of us... lonely women.

Although my Valentine time day sucks big time.
I still want to wish everyone:
A Happy Valentine day.:)

Hope everyone will recieve their happiness ,the way they deserves.

ends at 5:52 AM

with love ♥

♥Saturday, February 09, 2008♥

Clubbing at Zouk with my girlfriends.

Zouk was packed as usual.

We were standing at our usual spot,

when I turned and a guy looked ...

He:"Hi!"

Me:"Err...Hi."

I turned away...But turned to take a second look at him.(Did not take a clearly look at him the first glimpse.)

That was when his eyes and mine met.

He smiled...

I quickly turned away.

I didn't dare to look.

I quickly asked my girlfriends to go for a smoke.

I am a complete idiot!!!

He was cute and good looking.

He must have thought that I am not interested.

Why did I freak out?

I have all along told myself that I wanted very much to continue my life.

" You have not forgotten him thats why you are behaving this way.No one at the moment can replace him.You need more time to forget about him.You have not walked out of your own circle yet."

Shermaine mentioned.