♥Tuesday, August 02, 2005♥
Only one word to decribe yesterday..."SHOIK"It had been some time,since I last did that.I need to get away from things.Get away from my thoughts...Those who are troubled when they are in a relationship...Those who are troubled with the pervious relationships.Those who are troubled with the person who loves them...Those who are troubled with the person who don't love us.Some people that I knew wore masks.Smiling at me...With such an innocent and pure.For the demon behind was worst then what I could imagine.People who I believed in...Turned their backs on me.Some how I wished I didn't know.Perhaps...I am too naive.Couldn't tell what's right from wrong.Pasts that haunts me.I wanted to get away.Get far far away....I knew I had to smile.But inside me were sorrows.What was wrong with me?People who supported me.Who once said they loved me...Was them real?Or am I just imagining things.I think I am going crazy.How i hope I will be bang down by a car right now.Just make me lose my memories.Like what always happen in the movies...Now i am being childish...Wishful thoughts."Have faith..."I used to tell myself.yet,I am losing it.I hate them for doing these to me.And I hate myself for letting them ...
ends at 11:52 PM
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