♥Thursday, July 21, 2005♥
Can't seems to get to sleep yesterday.Been thinking alot again...Looking back at my past.I didn't knew why, but tears rolled down my cheeks.I knew it's useless looking back.What done can never be undone.I know i shouldn't be so negative.Yet I can't stop myself.There's people coming in and out of my life.And the problem was...The person that I thought of the most,was Kiong.I took out all his letters and read them one by one again.I knew he and me were not meant to be.And never could be.Just that...Maybe i lonely?Although there are times that he treated me VERY badly,But...When I am in trouble or I needed someone by myside.He had always be there for me.I could still remember ...I like the way he just sat there quietly,Looking at me,with his( double eye lids and long lashes) eyes.His breath and the feeling when he hugged me.Any way,that's the past.Memories...I shouldn't have.
In the end,Covered me from harms by others,
unknowingly,
the harm i got most...
was by him.
ends at 5:08 AM
with love ♥
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