♥Wednesday, May 04, 2005♥
Ook...I admit...I am a lazy bum ...and a very very lazy one in fact.I didn't go to work today...*blush*I know what i said about going...*hee**hee*Andy did wake me up,but ,i went back to sleep*Oops...*Have some faith in me.Tomorrow,i shall try going work early again...I should be able to wake up...maybe not...maybe can...or maybe not...Mmm...I was editing my phonebook in my handphone,As i scrolled, then i stopped.To what appeared to be...Mark's numbersI stare blankly for a moment,then i press ...delete."Oh,god...i finally did it."I deleted all his numbers.'And i don't recall any one of them.'But before i delete all his stuffs,I wanted the last time to view his blog...I know i wasn't suppose to,but i am curious...Then ,i hate myself...He did talk about me,and i hate it!!!I HATE IT!!!Hate his friend who had never seen me before and just assume thats me.I DO NOT HAVE A COMMON FACE...I hate myself when i think too much...Everything of his...is deleted.Everything just like me and him...History.Have to really learn to have determination on myself...Think by the brain not by the heart.My friend Wenfeng called me...Told me that 'banana' came out from jail already...It's through 'banana' that i know Wenfeng.It has been been so long...4-5 years .'I had lost count.'We chatted and he told me about his 'love' problem.*sign*At times i wonder...Why do we still chose to love when love can hurt so much?
ends at 2:00 PM
with love ♥
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