♥Wednesday, May 11, 2005♥
'Is not that you can't love...It's you who not willing to.It's good cause you are protecting yourself,but in the other hand,you are hurting somebody,who truely loves you.'Wendy said that to me ...She was right...In my mind,i picture the perfect guy.So when any guys comes along,i started to be picky.I have expectations for my boyfriend.I expects him to understands how i thinks and feels.Even though i didn't explain much.I may flare up easily cause i am very senitive.And i bare hatred.Call me selfish.But i seems to protect myself ,drawing back from 'love'fearing to get hurt again...I guess it isn't fair.Which makes loving me difficult.
ends at 8:43 PMwith love ♥