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Then ,he insisted that he sent me home.
Didn't ride his bike today...(brought it to the workshop to respray.)
"I didn't have any intention"
"I am not forcing you"
"I just felt that,theres a wall between us.You are holding back.And no one could break open the door unless you are the one breaking through"
"I know you aren't ready and you are scare."
I was shocked that ...he knew...everything of how i felt.
"Oh God...Save me..."
Why is this happening to me?
I promised to open the door,to my heart.
I promised to fall in love again...Why?
He did asked me on the following day for a movie...
I wasn't sure...
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I didn't went to work again and again.
What happening to me?
I took diet pills for many years already.
Then out of the sudden,the doctor i usually see,told me to take a few months break!
I am relying on that,then suddden...
With my pms to make things worst...
My body fell weak...
with love ♥
