♥Saturday, April 23, 2005♥
Sang with Bicent at his birthday party,he looked right in my eyes...Showing the emotional expressions...I didn't dare to look,i turned away.He seems so different from the past.He was scalded after a 4 years relationship ended.It really torn him apart.And he chose to turn from a "mr nice"to a "mr not so nice"."If a nice guy would be the one ending up hurt ...it's much easlier to be the bad guy then.' At times,we were force to make changes or a decision that it wasn't the way we intented. 'This is what we proclaim,as 'the dark side of life."Went Devils bar after that, Well..the place was packed with people...waiting for their turns to enter the club.*Lucky me* Andy came down and brought me up from another staircase with the management permission!I don't have to wait at all!!!Found out that Andy knew alot of my old time friends...Mmm...Bird of the same kind flock together...*hee...*Keep teasing me but in a nice way.Youri was there too...He was a little tipsy when i saw him.Lucky he didn't drive today ...'No drink and drive'He wanted to head home early ,but waited for me ...as he wanted to sent me home...Saw alot of old friends that i lost in contact with...One of them was 'Ah bao'.I was dancing when his hand touches my face.He was still the o'l bao i knew."Are you on drugs""of course not...""Then why you slim down so much?""Stress"i answered...He did ask for my number though.Looking at the people there,i realise i was way back behind time...I need to update ,myself.I decided to....Club much more often...*hee...*Bicent later came up to Devils also.He found me,then dance so close in front of me,that i had to push him away several times.*lucky* Youri came over and saved me.Then we left the club...we took a cab ...senting me home.In the cab...Youri...
*hee*....(i shall not let you all know the details now...)Heart itchy itchy??*haha...*Oops...forgotten ...I decided to take a break and relax...So i bought an air ticket to Bangkok already.'Shop till u drop' is my motto...I bring a empty bag go and make sure it'll be full when i'm back...To me...That's what holiday is about...
ends at 8:13 AM
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